I've been thinking for six months about my life and death, and about a friend of mine. I know I am just a matured kid, and therefore I know this love in my boyhood is going to be thrown toward something transparent, sexless and unknown. This is not a simple bet. What I want to say is not that I love Juli but that he must love me by all means. He is almost dead at the moment. I wouldn't care even if my body was crashed if it is necessary for Juli coming back to life. It is said that man dies twice. He dies on the earth and later he dies in his friends' mind. However, I will never die twice because he won't forget me even after he dies. I'm sure I will keep living in his mind, he will never lose sight of me. 六个月来我一直思考着我的生命和死亡,以及我的一位朋友.我知道我只是一个未成熟的孩子,也正因为这样,我知道我少年时代的爱将注定是透明、无性以及未知的。这并不仅仅是一个赌约。我想说的不是我爱着朱利,而是朱利一定爱着我。在那个时候他形同死亡。为了让他回来,如果必要我不惜粉碎我的身体。人们说人会死两次,地上的死去和最后在朋友心中的死去。但是,我永远也不会死两次,因为他将永远不会忘记我即使在他死去之后。我肯定我将活在他心中、永远在他的视线之中。 |